sâmbătă, 6 martie 2010

5 AM

................................"And how could, anybody, deny you"...........................

To many ideas, few words to describe, fewer ways to explain.Few doubts, actually, none, many hopes, many dreams, lots of time to prepare.No regrets, why should it be?Seconds ago i had million of ways to start putting something good here, now I'm staring again at the walls.In last weeks i had more things like that than ever.I'm disappointed for my lack of getting trough, it's ok, again nothing bothers me now, so I'm going on with this shitty kind of expressing myself, and maybe sometime i will learn how to write something, when nothing bad happens, maybe i will learn to create from an smiling soul.
I realise that you couldn't came then, and even if I may hated this then, now i'm sure it's what had to happen.That blank horizon, it wasn't so interesting then, now what we need to do is wait for summer:)), now what started with that damn November, it seems that it have no ending, please snow...please go away.And this is only His fault, or Hers who knows.
I should sleep at this hour, but why should i waste time dreaming now? i have nothing more to dream for, all that my mind tried to force me to do, now it's done.Now all that i expect is that green grass, that clear green, without any mud, any snow, only a little dew.Those stars, my constellation could be seen again, on winter time, it's at home getting warm, just like everybody else, and once is good outside the corner will appear first, and then the entire form.In this ugly world can something better be real?In a world full of development, lights over lights, cars, stupid industry, can somebody else see the green?Are you seeing the green?I hope you do, actually i'm am sure that you do, that's why i like you so much:).

"In a world of hate, i feel safe next to you"

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