"He said I'm going to buy this place and burn it down
I'm going to put it six feet underground
He said I'm going to buy this place and watch it fall
Stand here beside me baby in the crumbling walls"
In a wet season like this he's alone...Nobody would face this cold weather.Everybody else were home, laughing, spending quality time with family.The rain was covering him, creating some kind of shell, a protection from the world in wich he feels like an outsider.The thunders symphony may be the only song that he may understand now, any other looking foolish.He had enough, and wants to end it quickly, before having any doubts, but he's standing for a few hours with death facing him, and doesn't have the guts to jump.Home plan went all wrong, and tries to remember her, starts to think about other dissapointments.Dante takes one step forward.His right foot is over the entire city, but his left one still doesn't want to go away.Its indecision retreat his brother, and a new wave of thoughts came.Why should he do this, is it worth it?Is it the world a place where he cannot smile anymore, or to smile requires hard work, and everybody knows Dante forgot to fight.Sure, he heard a story at the tv where everything you want, you can do, but he is very sure those people are hired to say what we want to hear, we need to be calmed down, but He is aware they all lie.He hate that damn reporter, how can he speak about being calm and going forward, if he never were in a situation like that.He remebers again about the things that initialy drove him on the tallest building around.He's walking to his end.
"All the movements you're starting to make
See me crumble and fall on my face
And I know the mistakes that I made
See it all disappear without a trace"
Before he took that jump, he wanted to take a one last view at the world wich he was about to left behind.The raindrops still washed his forehead, they were the only ones who stood by him even in this dark day.Flashes from the sky wanted to immortalise the tragic show.He smiles looking up, his old enemy finally got him on his knees.One step, and all this pain would dissapear, one step and all that mocking, all those time being cheated were about to end.
"Some'll laugh and some just sit and cry
But you just sit down there and you wonder why"
They say few moments before death we saw our entire life in front of our eyes, but even in this damn moments all he could see was her smiling in a wrong direction, hearing her throwing easy words all over, making no sense, but hurting like hell.She was just a simple mortal, with narrow mind, and now he felt unnaturally better.In that moment something clicked in his mind....He realised that giving up would be a huge mistake, throwing the towel would please only one corner, and he wasn't in that corner.She was such a small thing to bother him.He started to laugh hysterically..."How could i be so blind, how could i let her drive me insane, I felt once the dust, i don't need to do this again.My mind can take more and more, but i shouldn't stop going on with my search, because all I want may be in front on me, I just need to open the doors easily"
The rain stopped.Drops of water mixed with sweat still travels on his body.He had a tough day, but learned the best lesson.From now on his knees will never touch the ground, at least not for anybody that don't deserve it.Dante found peace...
"So meet me by the bridge, meet me by the lane
When am I going to see that pretty face again
Meet me on the road, meet me where I said
Blame it all upon
A rush of blood to the head "
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