miercuri, 10 martie 2010

Nightmare

He came home from an awful day at work, wanting to see her, to feel her hands wrapping around his head.He wanted to feel the love that he wanted from the way back to home.This day was a disaster...nothing went as he wanted.The meeting was canceled, and the pub where he used to relax with friends after work, was closed today.All that he needed was her affection.
The room was strangely clean, the chaos from the bed disappeared.Something was wrong....."Honey! where are you? I came home.Is the dinner ready?".Silence. No one answered.This looked so strange.It's the first time when at this hour, he was the first home.The fight from early morning came into his head.He can be so stubborn sometimes, but he loves her , and nothing can change this, and to apologize was a little hard now.He feels like she is to better for him, and tries so hard to be at the same step with her.Stupid things is his specialty.Forgetting things...his curse.This morning fight was about their first kiss.Like always she remember everything, and like always he forgets everything.She doesn't understand that he cares about her, and that he'll do anything for, but this is who he is, a stupid, giddy man.The hallway is empty, there they chase each other, where their silly little games starts, they both are children, other are pissed when they act this way, but Tom and his girlfriend don't give a damn.They enjoy themselves like that, and it's the only thing that counts...still, she was gone, and Tom cannot believe that she lost her.He remembered how in early days he got the guts to speak open to her, how she used to make his life lighter, and now, for a stupid morning fight she is gone.
"This time it seemed like a real thing, it was everything i've wanted, she was i dream came true, and now i don't want let her go.She is fun, and makes me happy, how could i be so stupid? How could i let myself sabotage this?She is the only one that make sense, and i let myself send her away"....................."Tom?"....He heard her.An arrow went this moment through his heart......."Tom?"..."Where are you dear"....No one answers..He always was so weak, but going nuts already?Come on..he was stronger than that.....
....."Tom! wake up now, it's eight o'clock, you'll be late for the meeting".Then he realized it all was a nightmare, a nightmare where he doesn't want to be back.He pulled her in bed, and hugged her like never, whispering, "I don't want you to go away, never"....."I'll never leave muddle-head, i'll be here with you forever, waking you up...."

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