Light

Don't know what i should say....so many things this time went good...i really have no idea how to act...i was only used to react, to have the best things to say back, but to feel good? no way...I learned how to raise from my ash, but to raise from something better i was a novice.
I was used to question, first, i was firm, but then something changed me...something turned me into a stupid one...should i be rude? No way....why would i be rude whit the best thing that happened to me?....You don't know the hole story, nobody knows...hmmm....maybe God after all shows his ways=)), but we need to figure them out.
"It was night...the stars were up there, just like he wanted...the others made fun...He was the only lying, looking at what he thought it was the best thing in whole world...still, something reminded him about her...about how he wanted to say all those crazy things to her, but he couldn't...they weren't meant to be together now....but he still let the other go...he prayed that someday to be with her, and trade always for her".
I finally got the blow...it was hard and for couple of months I chased shadows which weren't mine, I was so stupid to believe that you could come home.I was awful stupid to think she is the one:))...and i tried...you couldn't see.
You finally came:)...I remember now all those prayers...I laugh...I am happy, i know that everything i ever wanted was you.Those stars were for you ..those trees were cleaned for you too;)).


"Don't go away cause I feel you this time
Don't go away cause I need you there this time"


"You're all that i want, you're all that i need:*"